Y'know, I haven't really been able to write lately. Despite school having just started, I've had nothing inspiring blogging. I've been having (an having) trouble filling out a
basic profile for a character who I've been writing for for a while. Et cetera.
But, Heather has inspired me to write, though at this point she isn't likely to know in what way.
See, Heather has this nice little rant in
her livejournal about the state of some of her freindships and being "pity asked" to join her freinds when they do stuff. This inspired two issues with me.
First: Of all her freinds and not-quite-freinds over the past few years, I somehow managed to be the only one (I know of) not mentioned at all. You left in Carolyn, who you don't really do
anything with currently, and wouldn't really consider doing anything with, but I"m not in there. Do you
never want to go do stuff with me, who you know is never doing anything, and thus has the time to? Or does it happen, but just as a forgettable fluke?
Which brings me to my second point.
You think it's bad being pity asked? Be glad people even think of asking you (even enough to convince themselves that you wouldn't want to do it, even if you did.) I have
never been pity asked. EVER. Apparently, even though you're one of five people I don't just know online that I trust with the most important secret I could
possibly be keeping, you don't think enough of me to pity ask me, let alone genuinely do so.
And while you may think of me as some sycophant who happened to latch onto you and your freinds (Or one of your freinds and you. Whatever...), adn that
may be true to some degree. Could you at least
pretend to think otherwise? Honestly. This was only sorta bugging me before, but then you go and complain about having freinds who are willing to change plans at the last minute for you. It hurts rather more than I expected.
But maybe I can write now. And right now that's a tad more important to me than being a good freind to you.