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I'm a mod!

**Hanyaan**

At AE, at the RPG forum. Yay-ness!

@_@ <--- Me, with foggy eyes.

That's a good thing! >.< Grrrr...

I'm really happy! My violin teacher say's I've already got down what it takes some people around two months to learn! I haven't been takin glessons a week yet! **Hanyaan**

Of course, even with all this happy, I have this nagging suspicion that the evil depressed-ness will come back, because none of the happy has to do with hanyaan-guy.

D'oh! >.<

I'm better!

Not completely, but one-and-a-half-hours of new Escaflowne, plus an Academic Challenge party at which Monty Python and the Holy Grail is watched help a lot.

Academic Challenge parties are alyways fun. The whole goal of them, it seems, is to get everyone laughing. It was really funny hearing Kelly hiccup, because it's quite an original (and funny sounding) hiccup.

One of the benefits of new Escaflowne is that I can tell myself "I may be in bad shape, but I'm not Dilandau or (at the moment in the story) Van. And I'm much more stable."

Heh. At the football game, during fourth quarter, my band's percussion and the other band's percussion had some kind of percussion-off. It started with the cadences. We did better just by the fact that our cadence is longer and less repetitive, but I think we also played better. Then they did random little things (We so beat them at the quad thing.), and then we did our percussion feature, and it was all over. The non-percussionites there (about 3/4 of our non-percussion band; none of their non-percussion people came over... Who has the more supportive, family-like band?) were singing the pit part (bells, anything xylophone-looking), and the field percussion were doing all their visuals. And then there was the drum-to-drum. I don't think that the other band knew that was possible. There was more after that, but it was obvious who won.

It was fun.

But I was freezing my hands off. Nothing else of me was cold, but I couldn't feel my hands. Which is why I don't care that we lost, I was just glad that we got out of overtime, which up until the last minute or so, it looked like we were going into.

Plus, I hate football, so I don't really care that anyone won...

You know what?

I don't care.

I don't care that my school lost the football game last night.

I don't care that I'm the most depressed I've ever been in my life and I have been for the longest time I've ever been depressed.

I don't care that everytime I'm around a certain person I get all hanyaan.

I don't care that that's caused my depression.

I don't care that it's a guy I'm getting hanyaan around.

I don't care that I'm probably going to regret writing that where people I see every day at school are going to read it.

I don't care that I wrote that where hanyaan-guy might see it.

I don't care that I'm probably going to have some freinds acting very different around me now, because I don't really know them anyway, and quite frankly, they annoy me.

I don't care that I just used way too many commas in that previous sentence.

And most importantly:

I don't care that I don't care. I know I should, but I don't.

And in two days, I"m going to have to go through the third act of Our Town again, and I'm afraid that I'm going to become much worse. If I could get out of the play, I would. However, I'd have to explain everything to my parents, Hancy would hate me, Scott Booze would get a bigger part, and belive me, he shouldn't be in the play to begin with, but there was a lack of male auditioners, and it wouldn't help any, really. Being in the play is one of the few high points of my life.

And that totally didn't get that out of my system like I thought it would...

Heh.

I have 200 pages to read by last period.

Thankfully, I was able to fill out the form that we had to on the books we've been reading after only reading 184. The odd thing is, I can read the fourth Harry Potter book in less than a day, but I've been reading this 382 page book for a week, and I've only been able to read 184 pages.

Of course, Harry Potter isn't psychology-centered, nor is it a college professor's work. Whatever.

Did I just say that?

D*** YOU NELVANA!!!!

I'm definitely taking my late assignment for the nine weeks in History today. There's no way I can write my magazine report in one period this time. I was able to last time, but had a better article. It was longer, but I'd also read it the night before, as well as while I was writing. I just read the article, and there isn't time for the information to be processed well enough for me to write an article.

So, I'll write it tonight and turn it in tomorrow for full credit because I can do that for one assignment in that class.

I don't like History at all. What we learn isn't that interesting, and my class is full of idiots, so... yeah. And stuff.

Violin math:

Finally starting violin lessons promised to you over a month ago = yay-ness

Not having the violin squeak/screech/squal loudly = happiness

A few odd sounds from the string = OK-ness

Having a violin after wanting one since your first time seeing Michiru play one = priceless

Being able to play the violin part (the vocal part, only on violin) to Todokanu Omoi = Hasn't happened yet, but it's a goal! ^_^ (And I'll be more like Michiru **Gets foggy eyes**)

The Happy Dance can't even begin to describe what I'm feeling now.

**Realizes his depression is gone**

HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_____________________________________^

Thank God, play rehearsal has been cancelled!

Not only do I not have to go through the depressing third act, I have an open evening for once!

**choir of angels sings**

Hey! Shut up, I'm trying to write here!

**choir of angels apologises**

Anyway, I have a violin lesson this afternoon, and I still have to go lesarn "Blessed Be the Tie That Binds" for the play, but no rehearsal, which means I might be able to finish my Chem. homework for toady today!

Yay-ness!

I think I'll be much better if we go as slow tomorrow at reahearsal as we did today, and don't have time for the third act. Of course, knowing Hancy, the odds of that are 0.

But, I'm not so depressed. Writing funny stuff in people's yearbooks is fun.

Yeah, it's fall, and we're finally getting yearbooks for the past year. Is that unusual, or is yearbook timing just really stupid?

Whatever.

God I'm so depressed...

I thought I was beter, but then I had play rehearsal, and it didn't help at all...

First of all, a certain person is there. Second, there's the third act. I get to be a dead person, and that's what really did it. I spend an entire act just sitting on a "tombstone" and staring off into space, as though I'm forgetting everything about living. When I do speak, during my two and a half lines, I'm supposed to not have much emotion, if any. It doesn't help that the third act of "Our Town" is such a sad one, either.

Woooo.

Jeez. I do my first major webage editing, and nobody bothers to leave comments. I'm kinda upset. Put that on top of what I"m going throuigh right now, and I don't think I'm going to be really happy for a while.

How fun...

Some people are more perceptive than they should be...

But I don't want to talk about it.

Quote of the Day:
"Everything happy can just die. Then rot. Then the big pile of rotting matter formerly known as something happy can die. And then it can go to hell and be burnt to a pile of ash and be trod upon by everything else in hell." - Me. As you can tell, I'm not too happy at the moment.

I'm happy.

No homework over the weekend, there wasn't a football game tonight (there will beone tomorrow, however), and I get to sleep in all next week because I already passed the Ohio Proficiency tests, and therefore only have to be at school when normal classes start, which is 9:20. They open the doors to non-test takers at 9:15. Hardly seems like enough time to get what you need from your locker, and then to class...

And Heather, all of a sudden your blog has become resticted... Stupid AOL... Guess I won't know anything about your life, seeing as how I learn everything about you from your blog and all... ~_^

Tip of the Until I Give Another Tip:
Sometimes, being hanyaan isn't fun. Especially when it seems like the person causing hte hanyaan has figured out that they have, and seem to be toying with you.

Y'know, I don't think that's so much a tip as it is a way for me to try to vent, but it just isn't working... And I doubt it applies to any of you.

How am I supposed to go a weekend without seeing this person? I start worrying when I'm not at least able to say hi, and I don't know why...

Yeah, despite the fact that being around this person is the root of my problem, it helps lessen the pain. x_X

Damn feelings...

Now I've gone and depressed myself...

EDIT: Realized I'll see them tomorrow night at the football game, but there's still Sunday... ;_;

**Mad Scientist Voice**

IT WORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now you can comment on our posts! ^_^

This deserves the....

HAPPY DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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**Pose**

Happy Dance! Yeah!

**Still tweaking**

Comments work.

**Working on comment count**

**Tweaking page, trying to allow comments**

Yay!

64 w.p.m., 0 errors!

Of course, it was a 12-second sprint, and they aren't accurate at judging how you usually type.

Did you know that one wrong keystroke can result in seventy-two errors?

Make sure that you are hitting the Tab key and not Caps Lock.

Boredom, boredom, la lala lala...

**Sees certain person is online**

**Hanyaan**

**Person logs off**

**Anti-hanyaan**

PPC: 5

Happy Happy Joy Joy Song time!

(Who remembers that? Ren & Stimpy rule!)

49 w.p.m., 0 errors! **Hanyaan** (But not the same hanyaan as a person-induced hanyaan, just a happy hanyaan)

^___________^

Ooh! Ooh!

I get Jackie!

Pointless Post Count: 4

Hey, Shadow-chan, when you make the new layout, it'll have a spot for links and stuff, right? I feel kinda odd having all these people from AE link to us, and not linking back.

I'd wait to see you online to ask, but that'd probably be Saturday, given my current schedule.

^_^

I've been e-mailed by Jackie's stalker-person! I think it's kinda funny.

She wrote:

"Look! Mind your own business for a change! This is between me and Jackie! K?
Just shut your mouth and get a life instead of getting into someone elses
business!

Mocking Fox

"Jackie is my hero! Don't bring her down! I'll cry! Boo hoohoo!"

Well guess what? I have something in store for Jackie's Website! You just
wait and see! *LOL* Its a for sure winner!


~Doublemoon~ "

The thing is, I haven't said anything to her in a long time, let alone anything especially hostile...

And if she wants me to not be "getting into someone else's buisness", why did she e-mail me?

Baka.

And I've got a new Quote of the Year:
"Mocking Fox

'Jackie is my hero! Don't bring her down! I'll cry! Boo hoohoo!' " - Brat girl, a.k.a VesVes, ParaPara, Chibi usa, Chibi Chibi, Doublemoon, that bit**, etc.

^_^

Happiness!

I just did the best on a 2 minute timing I have this year! 44 w.p.m., 0 errors!

Hey! 44 w.p.m. is good for someone who's on;y been in keyboarding for 4 weeks, one of whick was spent doing next to nothing! The book's goal for the timing was 27 w.p.m., 4 errors, so nyah!

Quote of the Day:
"I ain't happy,
I'm feelin' glad.
I've got sunshine
In a bag.
I'm useless,
But not for long.
The future
is coming on." -Gorrilaz "Clint Eastwood." Good song, that is. That, and "Butterfly (remix)" By Smile D.K. **Hums** Ai ai ai, ai ai ai, ai ai ai, waste of summertime...

Oh yeah, we lost last night, too.

But we got a 1 at the competition today!

No awards, 'cause we hosted...

The percussion feature was fine, I think it was our best show so far. It's cool having the stands full of people watching you, not just there 'cause it's halftime. And we're a pretty well-known band, too. Best of the schools in our sports conference, we've been to state for the past 21 years. Or was it 21 before last year? I'll have to check. We've gotten 1s at state for the past 13(?) years. So, because of our semi-famousness, the spectators cheered after a lot of our stuff that causes moderate clapping from band parents at football games. And because we hosted, we went last, and everybody who preformed that day, and a lot of people who came to watch them, plus old band members, plus some people who came because we hosted, and they knew we'd be performing watched us. That's a lot of people.

We did great. We're definitely going to be listening to tapes Monday. Which means no marching, which, despite how fun it is, wil be a welcome break.

Percussion feature + percussion somehow adding a beat = whole band off step.

Thank god everyone decided to fix it at the same time. Our 4 count mark time became a 5 count one. I'd hate to be percission after that...

We host a band competition today, and I'm guiding Avon. With Bob and Mallory. It was with Rick, Kate, and Mallory, but then Rick and Kate decided not to guide so many bands, and quit that one. I didn't want to guide with just Mallory, because I'd probably get hurt, so I convinced Bob to guide with us. After all, Mallory's his girlfriend...

Heh. Maybe two people who read my blog know who all those people are. My plan to confuse you all and take over the world is beginning!

MUHUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA **Hack** **Cough**

Anyone got a glass of water?

Today, I have the day off of school! ^_^

So I spent the morning sleeping, and a few hours trying to figure out when I'd get violin lessons, and where to get a violin. Nothing's set yet, except that I'm getting a violin and lessons.

YAY!!!! ^_^

Play rehearsals are finished for the week.

Thank God. It's a great play, but right now I'm so f---'n sick of the first act it's not even remotely funny.

I have a week to recover, though. Next week we do acts two and three.

Quote of the Day:
"I'm in a cussing mood. F---, f---ity f--- f--- f---." -Heather

It was much funnier at the time, I swear!

Has anyone seen Shadow-chan? Anyone?

You know school's really started when you have no home life.

Monday: Play rehearsals 7-9 every week until the play is over
Tuesday: Academic chanllenge practice 3-4, play rehearsal 7-9
Wednesday: (This week only) Squad marching practice 6-7, play rehearsal 7-9
Thursday: Band practice 7-9, sectionals possible 6-7
Friday: Football game, meet anytime from 5:30 to 6:30, indefinite end time
Saturday: (This week only) Band Competition, takes up all afternoon & evening, as we're hosting it.

Fun! ^_^ Really, it is! ^_^

I just took thespark.com's gay test, and it said I'm 34% gay. But also that the average "straight" guy was 39% gay. And that the average Merner is 105% gay.

Sorry. Just had to throw that in. Not really sure why...

Yay! The RPG Shadow-chan and I are in has finally opened the RPG board! **Shameless plug** Go to Battle of the Crowns! I'm Shirogi Tsune/ Vulpecular Knigt, and Shadow-chan is Okamino Kasai/ Sailor Pheonix.

Well, we've got a (maybe) temporary name, and soon, there'll be a temporary layout until Shadow-chan can get her sketches scanned. We'd wait, but we're getting really tired of this layout. Let us know if you like the name.

Well, guess what I have for you?

That's right! MORE BAND MATH!!!! ^_^;;

Football game + continuous rain = MAJOR SUCKAGE!!!!

It's worse than Holgate (a competition) last year where it started hailing just as we went on the field and stopped as soon as we got off.

I'm so gald we lost today, I wouldn't be able to stand going through playoff games. That, and losing to "Farmeretta" will seriously help deflate the town's overgrown ego.

And we'll probably get some amusing story from Mrs. Cummings tomorrow. ^_^ She teaches at Perkins (my school), but her daughter goes to Margeretta, and her husband supports Margeretta, so...

Oh, and if any of you kind readers use Blogger and have your blog set up so readers can leave comments, could you tell me how? Click the "contact" link above this post. (Or at the top of the column with the posts, if this isn't the newest.) For those of you who didn't understand that, send mail to CMay04@usa.com

O_O

Deja vu. Again. Twice. Today. O_O

Once wa in US History, when we were watching The West Wing (the show)'s response to Sep. 11 show. I hadn't seen it before, and the deja vu happened during the exchange between the terrorist-expert guy who had to meet with the students and some girl that went about like this.

Girl: You say there's a 100% failure rate?
Guy: Yes.
Girl: But they still do it.
Guy: Yes.
Girl: Then what do you call a society where you can't go the the burger store without worrying that it'll blow up?
Fox: **realizes deja vu sometime during last thing the girl said**
Guy: **Unintelligible because of the crappy speakers on the TV in Obie's room**

The second time happened as I was watching "A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum" in Latin.

During the "funeral" scene, as the captain was speaking with [fat slave who's name I forge. ^_^] by him.

I've never seen either of these before, and the feeling of deja vu included seeing these on the specific tv they were on.

I'm not sure wether I should be freaked out, happy I'm somewhat psychic, or wondering how much this "ability" is going to grow, as not only is the frequency of my experiences of deja vu rising, but the length of the experiences is increasing.

Whee.

Oh, and Shadow-chan and I are trying to figure out a shorter name for the blog. "AngelAnne" was only in the title as a reason for her to post. Now that that's happened, we'd like a shorter title. We can't copme up with any good ones at the moment, so if you can, it'd be a big help.

More band math:

Whole show + rain = bad.

Whole (last year's) show + hail = worse.

Whee.

Oh, and now I'm not just the professor, I'm a dead guy, too. Don't ask me how a whole group of dead people can have lines and have the play still make sense, because I'm not sure how that works.

No Quote of the Day from me, I'm too tired.

Well, I found out my part in the fall play.

It's not a bit part, but it's not a main character, either.

I'm Proffesor Willard. I get to talk about the geological features of Grover's Croners. How fun...

Ah well, it's better than nothing.

Well, I was able to finish the report in math.

It's a half a page long.

But, it's in my tiny handwriting, which takes up at least 50% less space than most people's handwriting.

And callbacks lasted long enough that I didn't have to go to Academic CHallenge practice without my questions.

Thank God.

And we have a really good "Satge Mangaer" (character) for the play. He's not a student, but he's been recrited by Hancy because apparently, it's a hard part.

And whoever ends up playing Emily will be really good. Three of the four girls at callbacks did really well when doing the "goodbye world" speech.

Yay.

GAAAAHH!

I have a history report due in two periods, and I haven't started writing yet! I've read the article I'm writing about, but ther isn't time to write it in math! Gahhh!

And I have thirty questions to write on a topic I know nothing about. By the ensd of the school day.

Play callbacks better last more than an hour...

Whoa. Nobody wrote anything yesterday. Odd.